Sungai Reko

Oh God, looking back all of my previous past, writing back in high school immature years, really break me into laughs and tears. Well happy tears of course because of the big laughs. Haha. WHY IN THE WORLD I ALWAYS WRITE THE SAME KIND OF THIS REMINISCING THING DOHHHHHHH, BOSAN LAH BUT WHAT THE HELL I JUST WRITE WHAT I FEEL I WANNA WRITE.

The fact that all of these posts really show the immature, the dark side of me really did enlighten my day. Seriously. Kenapa lah dulu I was soooooooo full with hatred and jealousy? But one thing that I learned is that I am very good in hiding my feelings. I hate to share my feelings with people. I concealed everything. Well not everything. Never had the courage to express EVERYTHING to someone. I hate the idea that we have to share every single thing to someone. Can't we just keep it to ourselves? Entah, aku rasa numb gila la nowadays. I guess there's something wrong with my emotion well being. Rosak kot. Well speaking of dark side, I think I will always have the side of me that is quite dark, always, but people won't see it. Well that's what I think? Maybe? That I have succeeded to hide my dark side from people.

But to think about it, this whole writing blogging thing has really taught me how to express my feelings. My true feelings. People won't even read this entry right?  But what the hell. I haven't post any entry for a really long time. My last entry was on 2nd Dec 2013. That was like what? 2 years ago??? Damn it! I was soooo into Twitter and Facebook (HAHA SERIOUSLY ALYA FACEBOOK?) I forgot the very existence of Blogger that has taught me a lot of things about life. YEAH RIGHT. PFFFTTTT. God i still havent reach real maturity yet. What the hell is wrong with me? dah 22 kot woi. Well technically, I havent reached 22 year herherrrrr.

Well since I still dont have any topics in mind, why dont we talk about boyfriend/girlfriend. YUP I AM TALKING ABOUT THIS CRAP IDEA THAT YOU GOT TO OWN A PARTNER TO GO HAVE DATES AND SHARE ALL YOUR FREAKING DAILY BASIS WITH. I really hate when the aim of someone's life only revolves by berkasih-kasihan, dating, finding boyfriend girlfriend, kahwin2? I mean come onnnnnnnnnnnn kau duduk zaman gua lagi ke apa? Dont you have the dreams and ambition to change the world? To make it a better place? (Well obviously it's so freaking hard but why not kan?) Or any other dreams? To make Sungai2 dekat Malaysia ni A CLEANER PLACE? ESPECIALLY SUNGAI REKO. YUPPP SEKSYEN 5 BANDAR BARU BANGI REPRESENTS! AND I DONT PROUD OF THE CURRENT STATE/CONDITION OF SUNGAI REKO.

I mean come on, let's cut the crap here. And this one thing that I really hate (well this is weird actually) I hate when lelaki pun gedik2 jugak nak have a relationship. I mean come on, pondan gila kau? HAHAHA. But honestly , I have no idea why I have this idea that lelaki cannot have this lovey dovey feeling mcm perempuan. Mcm like soooooooo pondan. HAHAHAHHA I KNOWWWWW HOW STUPID I SOUNDED. HAHAHAHA SORRY GUYS. Crazy right? What the hell am I thinking? Humans are born with emotions. Regardless of their sex and gender. Why am i being so sexist here? ADOIYAIIIII. Tapi memang dah lama I thought of this. So yes. Again, this is my blog, my territoty suka hati la nak cakap apa. People have opinions. So it's just the matter that you want to accept it or reject it! FREEDOM OF SPEECH GUYS, COME ON. DEAL WITH IT. HAHA.

And satu lagi aku nak cakap, can we just take a step back for a while and be good to each other. Can't we just live peacefully? Can't we just see the good in people? Kenapa nak hina orang? Kenapa selalu nak cari salah orang? Kenapa ingat diri sendiri sahaja yang betul? As humans, WE ARE SYNONYMS WITH FLAWS. MANUSIA. NASIYA IN ARABIC IS LUPA. YES MANUSIA MUDAH LUPA. That's the idea! We have a freaking lots of flaws. Kenapa suka meninggi diri? Why we have to be arrogant? Why we have to make people feel like shit for the sake of our comfort? Damnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn. All of this is damned! After all, we are made of tanah guys. Tanah. The very lowest level that you can reach.

Oh godddd, multiple topics in one entry. Sorry guysss. Well I believe no one is gonna read this. So whaaaaaaaaaaattttttttttttttttttttt kannn. Like I care.

Oh oh and then, I hate it when people straight fall for someone because of their physical appearance. I MEAN COME ON. LOW SHALLOW HOLLOW GILA KAU. But let's accept the fact here that we human, WE LOVE TO SEE PRETTY THINGS.  BUT GUESS WHAT, PRETTY THINGS WONT LAST. YUP. THEY'RE NOT. How sad is that kannnnnnnnnnnnnnnn *speak in nada yang annoying gila babs*

Okay I think this is too much. Sorry guys. Oh lupa, no one's gonna read this -.-

Kenapa?

https://soundcloud.com/akuekspresikamu/jyeah Bila stress camni la h jadinyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa aaaaaaaaaarghhhhhhhhhh

He looks like rempit when I first met him but there's something about him that I'm pretty sure is not rempit at all.

So here goes.
1. I have successfully managed to enter the second year of medical school.
2. But before tht can happened, unfortunately I have to went trough VIVA
3. Which I was pretty devastated at first when I knew the news
4. I got that news on my way back home to Bangi from Pagoh on the 6th day of Raya
5. So you can pretty guess how was it. In the car, read the VIVA list which appeared to have my name, my heart was crashed at the moment
6. But I took the news very professionally, I didn't cry or scream or whatever.
7. Just a lil bit nervous on how will the VIVA will be conducted
8. The next day, I went back to K17 to revise all the hematology and immunology modules which I only manage to get level hidung punya markah, hence VIVA.
9. Thank god, for the other modules I manage to pass all of em
10. the day I went back to college was the day before the VIVA
11. So you can guess how nervous and scared I was
12. But just keep studying, thank Allah there were Min and Farah accompanied me that day
12. The day of VIVA, feel so cuak gila rasa gila gilagila
13. Tak payah nak gila sangat la kan
14. Did a little brief discussion with other friends on the questions that probably will be asked by the lecturers.
15. After waiting for almost 3 hours, my name was called
16. Enter the room, with all total of lecturers in front of me, I pretend to be all confident
17. and yeah, the fact that I can pretend and successfully to be freakingly confident in front of new people really is a VERY VERY GOOD THING
18. entered the room smiling to those lecturers
19. thank Allah, the session of VIVA was so damn awesome
20. the questions are okay, and manage to answer them well very quite smoothly
21.HEHE
22. Siap boleh gelak2 dengan lecturers proved that the session was soooooooooooooooooooooooo incredible
23. Quite satisfied with it
24. And Alhamdulilla, 2 days after VIVA the result was out and alhamdulillah I passed the VIVA
25. Well that's the end of it.
26. Bye-bye
27. Assalamualaikum
28. And sure i'm writing all of these statements above in numbered form, you are not wrong.

Once Upon A Time

I'm not gonna start my post with "Wow, it has been a very long time since i didnt post anything on my blog, blah blah" But technically I just posted those sentence right? Ok whatevssssssssss, haha tak kisah. Apa khabaq blogger.com. Bloggers yang semua nak cari glamour di alam maya yang secara tidak langsung popular juga di alam nyata kerana bijak bergaya, cantik, kaya, banyak duit boleh beli baju and etc. HEHE. Sentap muchhhhhhh.

Ok, next thing I'm gonna talk about is my experience in Kolej 17. Honestly la, kolej ni besau, penduduknya pon ramai, so chances nak terlibat dalam aktviti yang gempak mmg tipis la. Semua budak lain dah sapu. But the best thing about this college is aaaaa aaaaa HAHA gua pon x tahu. Maybe the kebudayaan cultural thingy la kot. Every year mmg confirm will gonna take home at least a trophy during Malam Gemilang Putra. What is Malam Gemilang Putra? Maybe you guys can google it and find it by yourselves lah. Malas saya nak bercerita berkenaan hal tersebut. HIHI.

So if you ask me what have I did during my stay in this college. Firstly, I involved in MGP tu. Choir team nyanyi2 kat belakang lagu boria cam org gila. Won second place! hehe, The performance is awesome, but one thing I wanna tell you guys the most IMPORTANT thing is the practice before the performance. Like seriouslyyyyyyy dude! We only finished practicing at 4 o'clock in the morning almost everyday. Mula2 practice sampai kol 12 ,1,2 mcm tu je then the practice got super intense when the day of the performance just around the corner. I was like, whyyy in the world I get myself involved in this thing in the first place. The audition to secure a place in the team was easy, I sang  What About Now by Daughtry and Hikmah Kembara by Mirwana. Nailed it. HAHAHAH BOO ALYA BOOOO. Then they asked me to sing more, they asked me to sing a female song, I have noooooo idea what song to sing, then they said it's okay, Then they asked me to sing Lagu Kita. Weh i feel that I ruined the song that night :( Arghhh gerammmm kenapa la x nyanyi lagu lain instead haha gerammm.

Then, ada satu malam tu malam srikandi ape jadah tah, macam Miss World but they turned it a total 180 degrees and make it more Islamic la, is it the right word? Islamic? Then there is akak senior ni suruh performed on that night several days before that srikandi night. I was like huhhhhhhhhhhhh? Then bila dia begging , I was like what the hell, boleh je lah. Part yang paling best is during my performance when I crasheddddddddddddd the whole event by not memorizing my lines in that song. BAHAHAHHAAAHHAH MALU GILA SIOT. But thank Allah, I know He's the greatest right, the crowd is only the girlsssssssssss. Fuh! Isn't that great?! HAHAH, segan woiiii segan.Guess what song I sang on tht night? hehe. A song performed by Nowseeheart group, I don't remember what the title is. The lyrics of the song kinda like this "Damainya dirasa melihat warnanya..... and so on" haaa kinda like that la kot? -.----

Then kalau cerita pasal Medic Idol pulak, huhhh mmg carik nahas laaaa kan. The judges are the fifth year student and one of them asked me to sing Rolling in The Deep by Adele. I was like wth. Then, I sang it, then after I finished singing, I accidentally broke a microphone. WOWWWWWWW ALYA TEPUK TANGAN SIKIT STANDING OVATION WOOT WOOT. Gila loser weh seriously. :OO Maybe I was not meant to sing in front of crowds. Allah still care for me and He wants me to sing only in front of my mahram? Maybe? I have no idea. But experience is the best teacher and I won't forget all these awesome experience!

Wahhhhhhhhh feel so relieved right now the fact that I can pour all my thought and feelings on this post it feels sooooooooooooooo good. Bye2!

Assalamualaikum! :)

So long, Farewell

Assalamualaikum and a very good morning fellas (well I'm writing this in the morning, so you must get it, rightttt) So where to start? There's a lot to tell and too much to absorb. Talking about too much to absorb, well that's the thing that I'm facing right now. Fuhh! Seriously! Being a university student needs a lot of tough love. :'( I'm so freaking cuak gila right now. But you know what they used to say that be careful what you wish for, cause you just might get it all, well that's what people said. We could always turn that all around. Give some positive vibes in it. I believe that Allah had planned everything in a perfectly manner. So we just have to return to him in whatever situation that we have, whether it's good or bad, always return to Allah.

Being a grown up teaches me a lot of things. From all different aspects. Urghh. I bet you guys mesti macam apsal Alya all cheesy meesy bagai nih? So to simplify  things that I wanna say is my life now is totally different  from Asasi's life. Oh goshhhhhhh I am sooo freakingly missed all of them sooo much right now :'( How I wish I could turn back time and enjoy every single awesome moments with them. Every day is so awesome back then when I was in Asasi, ASASI SAINS PERTANIAN IS SO FREAKINGLY AWESOME LA GUA CAKAP. We're so these underdogs yang tak payah nak brag all about our awesomeness and all cause we're cool liddat! HEHEHH. Watching the latest batch haing their Asasi War Games and all makes me so jealous. :'( we never had the chance to do all those things. Hmhhh. Rezeki masing2.

Degree's life, semua control ayu, control macho. Urghh. Ada la certain yg awesome. Bila masuk Kolej 17 ni, baru aku tahu maksud sebenar racist. Semua pun racist aku rasa, termasuk la ada seorang instructor ni. Urghhh. Instructor ye bukan lecturer. :) Please take a note about that.

So hopefully all these changes for the better, Insha Allah. Good day, Assalamualaikum :D

SMASH!

I watched this series in 4 days only. -.- Gila kaw Alya. Istighfar sikittt -.- Btw, Ivy Lynn is wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy better than Katherine Mcphee! Sorry to say :/

Love The Way You Lie

What's up with the title Alya? Like seriously don't be so lame. Okay guess what? I have finished my Foundation studies, and now yaaaaaaaaaa I'm at home doing NOTHING. OKAY NOTHING! and I'm quite pissed with myself. I just don't have any idea what I'm going to do on this very long holiday. Okay, it really does feels like going back to the after-spm-period which I stay at home and do absolutely nothing. So sad huh? While watching my friends getting jobs and getting obviously the most important of them'all is money! Yaaaa, money! apa lagi kannn. I'm not be that type of person which is ungrateful or what, but it just I get easily bored when I'm at home.

Whatever it is, Yesterday, my brother and me picked up Umi at her school and we went shopping for Teacher's Day. Huda celebrated Teacher's Day at her school today, so my mom and I went to Warta to buy some kitchen towels for Huda's teachers. We bought like A LOT of towels. And you know what, I felt sooooooooooo refreshed! after all these time lepaking and tidur sampai pukul satu punya rutin. *EH NOT EVERYDAY TAW, SEMALAM JE, sebab I slept at 5 am. so make sense lah kan HEHE* Itu lah Alya, pilah joging pagi2 like Abuya had told ya... -.- Ini tidur sampai pukul berapa. Apa nak jadi... And btw I didn't missed my Subuh. Solat is my priority. :D HAH! Sorry la post macam lame sikit, lame as in, in English taw. -.-

Talking about admission to degree in September, I still have no idea what UPM is going to give me. Hopefully they will grant my first choice from the application form that I have submitted. Amin.....

Next stop, I'm gonna tell you a lil bit about life in UPM during my foundation days. Awwwwww' :') Missed the old days. HAHA,old la sangat baru 2 minggu. -.-

Salam.

Tolonglah

http://yearbooks.lifetouch.com/

Tolonglah majalah sekolah buat gempak-gempak macam nih. Pleaseeeeeeeee. I do really wanna see the sidang ridaksi kids of SMK Bandar Baru Bangi this year could bring something different and unique this year. Bring a whole of elegance and whatsoever that look nice. And can make other students get jealous with us. Go kids! HAHA

Kay-el!

Last Thursday, went to KLCC, Pavillion and Fahrenheit dengan Ili and Alia Mashuri. Seronok! :D

But sadly, it just the three of us, Dinah can't join cause she woke up late on that day. Turned out that she suppose to rode in with her father to go to the commuter. But unfortunately, her father has gone to his office. :( As for Sarah pulak her parents are sick right now. So she can't join us for the hang out of 2012 HEHE. Bajet lebih.

So the first thing after we all have arrived at Suria KLCC. Of course la kan, budak muda, straight pergi tengok now showing for that day. Tengok semua cerita bosan glerrrr. -.- Then, cancel movies, plan nak tengok kat Pavi je. B

ecause most of the movies will be aired at noon. Sedangkan time tu baru pukul 11 pagi, Yes folks, kitorg sampai KLCC tu bapak la awal kannnn -.- Sabar je lah. HAHA. Then, we head to Kinokuniya. Yeahhhhh, pictures tell everything. I bought Diary of a Wimpy Kid 1 and 2! Gosh. Best gile rase! Dah lama dah actually plan nak beli buku nih. But x jumpa and x de masa nak cariiii. With class, assignments, exams and all that. HEHE. So memang puas hati gler lah.

After that we all then head to Pavillion, Bukit Bintang. Huhhh. Dah lama tak pergi rasa Pavi tu macam dah biasa je. Tak rasa keglamourannye. Krhkrhhhh. Dulu first time datang peh, TERUJA gler. With design of the building, the entrance and all that. Tapi rasa hambar je plak hari tu. Macam datang mid or KLCC je.

Nothing interesting dah for me. But the X-Factor that makes Pavillion is kind of like hot spot for most of the people is because there are a lot of high anticipated boutiques around the shopping mall. For example, Marc Jacobs, Louis Vuitton, Channel, Zara and all that -.- Itu je lah pun. Nak beli pun tak mampu. But I really hope someday I could enter those stores with senang hati. Duit ada, badan pun da fit for all the dresses, the pants or whatever it is. HAHA.

Alih-alih sampai terus book tiket wayang. Mission Impossible 3 *yawn a lot huh? -.- Boring nak mammmmm. Tapi what choices do we have? duhhhhh. Then pergi Miss Whatever, bought a purse for myself. Ehek. Tercapai la jugak objektif. Actually nak beli shoes, bag for handbag or for going to class whatever and a purse. So sort of macam nih laaa purse yg dibeli. But with two red stripes.

Then, guess what? I bought a present for my mom's birthday! Wow. For the first time in my life I actually buy something for my mom for her birthday! :D HAHA Terharu gler. I bought a leather coin pouch for my mom! Looks really nice. The purse kind of look like this minus the kitty cat look and add a butterfly image onto that purse. Please do imagine it. It really do look beautiful! Hehe.

Then Mission Impossible. It is impossible for me to concentrate on this movie. I'm sure this movie don't up for an oscar. And I'm not the kind of person to watch not an oscar type of movie HAHAH. Poyoooo. Yg Disney movies tu pe mende plak. But seriously. Tak best langsung dowh! Adoiiiii. On the top of that, I slepf for about 15-20 minutes dalam panggung tu. HAHA. Lantaklahhhhhh.

Then balik tuu jumpa Pipah dekat KLCC. Dengan Afiq sekali. Meet her for a brief time. Sempat capture gambar, hugging with each other and chit chatting for a while. Boleh laaa dalam 20 minit cam tuuu. Krhkrhhhh. Ok lah, pen off. Salam

Instead of do this you could do that!

Feel very weird with the people right now. So damn confusing man! How could they give compliments to people who don't deserve them. For instance, this particular person went to a hot country, then she wears short pants. Then, a gazillion of people amused by her and praise on how cool is she, shop whatever she wants until she drops. With rambut yang berkarat muka gelap macam jawa cina! Oh gosh! Tolong lah. Itu lahhh nak jadi glamour sangat, kalah artis -.-" That ain't cool mayyyyyyyyyyyyn!"

Therefore, instead of giving so damn thousands of compliments, why don't you give her an advice or something that is beneficial for her. Okay guys? HAH! Hah! Haram. Tapi siapa je la berani nak stand up for a right thing. Sebab semua takut kena banned dekat internet. KRKRKHRHHH

PERGH

What's pergh? it's like an expression for something cool,amazing,hebat, menakjubkan and something associates with those things. BTW, it's very long time since I posted my previous post on my blog. Quite a hectic life now huh? POYOOOO BOOOOOOOO. But seriously, I am damn busy these days, with the assignments, tutorials, presentations, dealing with incapability with cooking(since my parents went to Mecca, there is nobody cooks at home. Sad huh? HAHAHAHH.LOSER betol.

Well whatever it is, I'm still teaching my self to be a more independent person, since you know, entering a world called college -.- kene dok asrama bagai, before this tak pernah pon duduk asrama. AH-MA-ZING KAN?HAHAH. -.- I have to wash my own clothes using my own bare hand! (YES NO WASHING MACHINE, HOW SAD THIS CAN BE?!) I have to buy food for survival whenever I'm hungry in my room, waiting for bus to come over and pick us up (I used to wait for almost 1 hour kot) -.- tapi sekali je kot mende tu, thank God! Then several things that are literally are those of my FIRST TIME DOING IT. hehhh. Sadis betol, this is what we called it as NOOB. MUAHAHAHH.

What else, oh yes, before i forgot, I met some new friends here. They are really super something, each of them have their own perspective in life(bullshit la Alya, poyooooo HAHA) and of course have their own pe'el. Alaaaa pe'el yg fe'el dalam Arabic language tuuuu. haha. Yes,I met a lot of friends here. All the way from my own room friends to classmate friends. But sadly, ada jugak manusia yang weirdo sikit. Cakap2 punye la baik,kat luar buat mende merapu jugak. Cakap banyak tak guna jugak cik kak oiiiiii, HEHHHHH. Why bother so much,Alya? let them be (:

Pen off.Good day. Salam (:

IIUM's Convocation Ceremony (:

HELLO WORLD

Salam. Wei Alya tak payah nak poyo "hello world" la -.- hahahahh. Lama gila tak berblogging. Dah berbulu berjanggut berhabuk da aku punya blog nih. Busy gila dengan Semester 1 di UPM. HAHA. Dah jadi budak U la katekan but sort of lah. Because I'm not actually a college student YET, but soon to be (:. They used to say that the foundation kids aren't the real students. So we can't really participate in the university's formal activities, joining the clubs and so on. But what the hell! I want to do as much as crazy things yawww! I'm in college right now, not in school anymore! It's time to be a bad ass! HAHAHAHHAH. Just joking, just ask my roommates,classmates, they will say that I am the super nice plus, the nerdy one -.- AHAHA KONON LAH. My father used to say that when I was at home I was like a "singa" but when I am at school I will act like a "tikus". That is just who I am. I am not afraid to express my feeling when I am at home. Whether I wanna scream, shout out loud! Nobody cares. Actually EVERYBODY cares. MUAHAHAHH.

Burst!

Nak pecah kepala fikir mende alah nih. Tension gila. Ya Allah guide me to get through all of this! :(

:O (:

Just found out that students which take medical course at the IPTAs will automatically be sponsored by the government! Oh Ya Allah, Alhamdulillah! So time asasi kat UPM nih kena struggle bagai nak rakkkkkkkkk laaa for securing a place for medicine course at the Health and Science Faculty in UPM :) So, this will be my motivation as all this long I wanted to take medicine and at the same time obtaining a scholarship since I have let go the MARA scholarship.In case la korang nak taw, I let go the MARA scholarship because MARA will send me to the Management and Science University. So most of the people said just choose UPM instead. Well whatever it is, I know Allah will always be with me and he had arranged everything in my life. Well I just have to work hard and try my best!Work my ass off lah nmpknye! hahahahahh. Because memang lah takdir tu dah ditulis di Luh Mahfuz, but still nasib seseorang itu tidak akan berubah melainkan dia sendiri yang mengubahnya. Insha Allah! :) Jihad fi sabilillah!

The Backup Plan

Apa yang tidak disangka itu sudah tiba. So we'll see how it goes.

ASPer

Bakal asperian.

UPM HERE I COME

CUCUK TANAM

PERTANIAN ADALAH PERNIAGAAN

HAHAHAH

ENOUGH ALYA ENOUGH :P

Pointless

So here we go, from what I can see people had moved on from the sadness or the happiness from what they had obtained on that day. The day that everyone been waiting for. I thought that the day will bring me something much more deeper rather than seeing everybody shouting,crying and all that. I kind of felt empty on that day. Well anyway enough with the sad story Alya, that is just so pretentious! Well,basically before the day comes, everybody is bragging about their anxiety and their restless emotion on how well or bad news that they will get. And they all pointed out everything on the facebook of course. But after they days passed by, I felt that all of these bullshit results are pointless. Every single thing when we moved on from the freaking school is going to change. Totally new world,no more spoon feeding folks. Here it comes, REALITY. Doesn't seem pretty much real for me anymore. Because i felt dizzayhhhhhhhhhhh. It's dizzy btw.

Okay, talking about reality, I'm still living with my parents, well hello i'm still 18 btw, HAHAH. A lots of private colleges called and offered me to register at their college. Alaaa Alya, semua orang pun dapat woi. Yeah, it's true and that's why i don't want to enter private college. Unless MARA don't mind to lend me some money and support on my education fees to further my studies in private college. hehe. My mom said students at the Taylor's College mostly are the rich and smart one. Oh my god, how lucky people can be? smart and ric

h at the same time. Of course money isn't everything but what I can see it is though -.-

So i want to make a suggestion here, why don't these rich and smart kids just use their parent's money instead of applying for scholarship to pursue their studies? Isn't that fair nuffffff? hehe. So the scholarship will be given to the poor and smart kids. kan kan? because what I can see nowadays, usually the rich kids obtain the scholarship.They always get it! I envy them. yelahhhh no wonder la kan. They went to tuition and extra classes alm

ost 24 hours a day. British Council, Cambridge and etc kejadahhh. Therefore they did the interview with flying colours la kan. Yang budak poor nih, minded belaja buku teks 24 hours a day. Because of the mind setting of course. These rich young kids have mentors like their parents which they can look out to. But the poor young kids? their parents work as a fisherman, a rubber tapper and all that. So when all of these are going to change? Please tell me about it? What about now? Drama la pulak.

Okay, change the subject. The point is this post is pointless. Thank you. Salam.

And by the way, (okay this is one of my weaknesses, when i start to write I can't stop, but when I don't write ideas just won't come. I just can't help it people) Congratulations to those who awarded The Biasiswa Nasional and to those lucky people who get to interview by JPA. Wishing you the best of luck. For me I'm still waiting good news from MARA. Not that good news, because after all it is just an interview and if I get it, hopefully I would be able to talk fluently and confidently and not stammer like King George during the interview process. Please pray for me? Please. Okay whatever. Blah dlu. Salam.

Hey Ladies

Wanita,

kau ibarat epal,

epal yang tidak berkualiti,
amat mudah diperolah,
kerana ia berguguran di tanah..

tapi epal yang berkualiti,
berada di puncak,
susah dpetik dan dicapai,
terkadang epal itu risau,
"megapa aku belum dipetik?"
lantas ia merendahkan martabatnya,
dan menggugurkan dirinya
menyembah tanah..

sedang ia telah dijanjikan Allah
begitu tinggi martabatnya,
sehingga tiada siapa berani
untuk memetiknya..

hanya pemuda..
yang benar-benar hebat sahaja,
yang mampu memetiknya..

mungkin bukan di dunia
tapi di akhirat..

biarlah jodoh bukan di dunia,.
asalkan cinta Ilahi mengiringi

style gilaaaaaa, berpegang kepada ini! taken from BADAR Mag,KISAS.

Alhamdulillah

Sangat bersyukur dengan apa yang telah diperolehi. Tapi dekat luar sana ada beribu2 lagi budak2 dpt lagi hebat, so Alya, in the future, work harder. Nak jadi all-rounder time kat uni nanti. Sebab nak berjaya dari segala aspek, bukan akademik semata2. Macam dekat sekolah tuuuu, raamai org kata system education in Malaysia especially in primary or secondary schools, its kinda messy. Tumpu pada pelajaran sangat.. Nanti dekat uni tak nak camtu dahhh. Nak jadi person who can talk in english VERY fluently, be an active person in any kind of sport, doesn't matter what type of sport, asal sihat tubuh badan. Join clubs and societies and many moreeee. Nak explore world. Nak lebih terbuka in communicating with people. Okay, I guess all that are the MUST DO THINGS that I will add into my TO DO LIST. Hopefully, I would be capable to do all these kind of things.

Apa2 pon benda yang kita nak buat, mesti niat kerana Allah, Insya Allah.